You have to grow up, Zona. Short breaks between work and dream-chasing is fine, but never too long. Don’t get used to it, it is a privilege you can only afford after your dreams have been fulfilled. Even then, it’s time to get a new dream, not wandering around the globe aimlessly meeting new people who don’t really care how you are 2 months after you leave and who you don’t really care about, even if you have them on facebook as friends. They live in a different place, living different lives. Your family and living with them happily, making them happy, is what you should be doing. Because when they’re happy, so are you. Running away should only make you grow up and realise that you have to go home.